know not, what your circumstances are or that I have any right to tell you what to do.
However, I was in a bad place a few years ago. I was ill and I didn't know what was happening to me and my docs didn't have the answer to my symptoms.
I fought back, kept going back asking for their help and even someone to try and understand me and what was going on. To talk them through, the pain and depression of my symptoms.
I fought like hell, to get diagnosed, despite the tide flowing against me.
Now, Phil, a symptom of uncontrolled diabetes is lethargy and even depression.
You can only change your diet. How do you get your shopping?
What do you eat, even though it's not much?
I got a lot of help and took advice from the great posters on here, there will be more messages following from those who have suffered depression.
I expect a few more words of comfort.
The bottom line is mate, you have to make choices, get back on to your docs and insist your not coping and get them to help you, that's what they are there for.
If I can fight, you can, you've been really brave by taking a first step by posting here. Listen to their advice and don't give up mate!
Hope this has helped